About Me
- Navami.sreekumar
- I am HIS little angel here for a greater cause.I am running this blog to hone my writing skill and widen my thoughts. I am very true to the title"The Mirror Image of my thoughts".
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
I am in HER and SHE is in me!
Hey Mother Divine!
I am siting on your lap
as a baby for you
all my life.
Your fondle makes my
life so full.
I don't know how much
i love you for
my trust in you deeper
than ocean.
I am in YOU and YOU are in me.
I am not separate
from thee!
A wave cant separate from
ocean so as I
cant separate from YOU!
I cannot move an inch,
if you not in my
thoughts.
Keep me close to thy lotus
feet for i cant bear a moment
of separation.
I know your form is
formless but,cant you
come for me?
Only to see an eye wink of time,
loving you so much.
You gave me a life to
love you all my life!
I want nothing more in life
than the devotion i
have for you Amma!
Muah..
Saturday, February 19, 2011
My MOM is my Guardian Angel!!
The only thing i can tell you is that she is my strength, my first love and my guardian angel!
She is my guardian angel
a treasure of mine
all my life.
Tears rolled down my cheeks
for she is so priceless!
Time taught me her
love so unique.
I was in her 9 months
a part of her now
and then.
I wonder the power of her love,
heart beating around me.
Holding her little finger
world remained so
beautiful!
The day is not too far
when my wedding bells ring,
Where life becomes a commitment
and responsibilities count.
Relations grow and finally a
tiny palm in mine...when
i play the role of a mother.
Even then i would say,
My mom, she is my
guardian angel all
my life!
Ammi, i don't know if i have hurt u deeply at any point of time.I donno if your eyes have welled up just because of me.All that i can tell you is that i am deeply sorry if i hurt you..!!!Love you ma...muah!
Saturday, January 15, 2011
My UNSAID Love..
You are my unsaid love,
plenty reasons to unveil
for its impossible to
be with you!
Love is so beautiful when
no "names" attached.
You and me fell the victims
of love,the unseen.
Never seen you..neither
do i know you,but
I can promise you with
the rhythm of my heartbeat,
I love you a lot!!:)
You ought to be my greatest fortune,
a shoulder to rely on
all my life.
It is so beautiful to
think about you!
I wonder the power of love
for i love the unknown!:)
You walk into my thoughts,
fondling me with
a gentle kiss of love.
Waiting for the sun that
brings you to me, and
the moon that makes
you mine!:)
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
When the tender feelings of Womanhood Kissed me!
A beautiful dream that
left me a smile.
Never wanted to come out
Alas! my eyes opened
for no reason.
Somber to leave the warmth of
the dream.
Tender feelings of womanhood
rocking so gently.
Thought the dream a reality,
i was so happy sleeping
merrily.
Many dreams awaiting
reality where,
I play all the roles possible.
My tender feelings of
womanhood
left untouched till today!
I wish i dream it all
again, only
to feel the tender feelings
of womanhood!:)
Life is so beautiful.It is just a smile from a baby that made me write this poem. Small-Small things can lead to big-big happiness!I am proud to be a female born. Life of a woman is so full, pregnant with a hundred thousands meaning and truth!:)
Sunday, October 17, 2010
My Eyes Betrayed me!
of roses, my
eyes betrayed me..
The rosy bed was
the bloodstain of
many who passed by!
Time never been so rude,
hoped you are there
for me!
Thought you would hold
my hands in yours
Alas! You didn't!
How can you not see me?
How can you not know me?
Tears rolled down for
My eyes betrayed me!
Fire of hope put off
in tears!
No questions or complains
It's all my mistake.
My heart is
all broken!
I know!my eyes betrayed me!
Dont know what made me write this poem at this hour. I didnt have any intention of writing a poem now. Even i don't understand the emotion that i tried to express through this poem.It is just a work of art,dont break your head thinking about it:):)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
MY zest for living!:)
shaken for a while,
when hardship strikes
now and then.
A mighty prayer brushes
my lips.
"You my zest for living,
a thousand reasons
to hold on."
Over the river
of hurdles,now
I am tired to move an inch!
I know! A world of happiness
awaiting me and
joy is priceless only in the
shadow of pain.
I am holding on to YOU!
Surrendering my heart,my soul
and my life!
Leave me not for you
my first and last resort!
God knows to plan and make things possible better than us. In this vast universe,sitting at a corner of a 'corner', i am worrying over silly things, labeling them as "PROBLEMS".
Well, I was really bored with father's class on Democracy,Secularism and Journalism:(and just wrote this poem...:)
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I dont know my way home!!
midst of the crowd.
I wonder my way back
home.
Strange faces everywhere,
In the terror of night.
I saw me in their eyes
frozen for a moment.
Where my way back home?
i don't know for
I am all alone!!
Tell me my way home,
loneliness killing my soul
I don't know my way home!!
Monday, September 27, 2010
Only" time" could really change me!
There is a reason for every person whom you meet in your life. You can call it "Karma" or "Destiny" or whatever!Anyways,I can assure you that they come either to give you some experiences or to take some experiences from you.Trust me!It is for a greater cause.
I was surprised to see me writing a letter to the editor of The Hindu saying that, both men and women are the two sides of the same coin and you cannot have "heads" without "tails" or vice-verse.Thus, they should support each other to bring out the best in a happy life. God! the girl who shouted "single life is all that i want in life", made such a strong statement? It is still so unbelievable for me!
Time has taught me how to deal with things and how to see things in a different angle, a different perspective.I feel that,if we can change the way we look at things in our lives, then nothing in this life can shake us!All that you need is, a little patience to look at things.
I also would like to add that,"EGO"is the worst enemy of any relationship. If you and me can treat this "enemy" skillfully, then,sure! we can enjoy any relationship:)Life is so beautiful, i wonder about the master brain!Bravo!!!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
I am the LuCkIeSt Homosapien !!:)
You have blessed me with everything possible under the sun. I am grateful for this beautiful gift called "life".
The list of things i would like to thank you for..
1)I am grateful for, you gifted me to me:)
2)For all the spiritual knowledge at a very young age(my master)
3)My parents,they are the best parents i have ever seen and known
4)My brothers,the shoulders i always rely on.(love them both lots)
5)Beautiful grandparents,whose love is everything for me!
6)Uncles and aunts,who pamper me even now with love
7)You never left a desire of mine untouched,everything has come true.
8)You always hear me,i only have to call you from the depth of my heart.
9)You made me the sweetheart of my family:)
10)You have given me a beautiful mind,body,wealth,health and what not!
11)You always keep me comfortable and protected
12)You keep me happy all the time,whereever i am:)
13)You carried me in your arms when i was walking through hardship,hmm..i know that:)
14)You gave me a little pain at some point of time.well, i am grateful to you as i learnt a lot from it:)
I am truly grateful to you god!You have given me everything and i lack nothing!I will not ask you to keep me happy all my life,i know hardship is part of the game but,hold me tight to your little finger when i am in pain!..am always at your lotus feet!A special thanks for giving me such a beautiful master, my guruji,the gift of my life,the trust that holds me:)THANK YOU:):)
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sensitivity VS Sensibility..
Well, i think "sensitivity" is of the heart and "sensibility" is of the head.Love rules sensitivity whereas intelligence rules sensibility.Sensitivity is human nature, we all are sensitive in one way or the other. I would call a person "beast", if he is insensitive to the people around him.
It is good to be sensitive but your sensitivity shouldn't curtail the freedom of your dear ones. As i always say,the balance is a thin line..find it and move with it!:)
'Love' so priceless!!
I am drenched in the
ocean of your love.
Many to love and
to be.
Dreams kissed me
when stars twinkle,
Moon smiles and
'Time' whispers me the
silence of night.
Through the hurdles of life
moving like a cloud with
a tiny droplet of "hope"
in my heart !
Happiness is not the
money I have,
nor fame,name or
mere luxury.
Priceless the warmth of love,
Heart misses a beat,I know,
the four lettered word
means a lot to me!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
The two extremes of my personality!
Sometimes sad for some unknown reason.I often fail to figure out what on earth has left me in such a heavy put off.It is too certain that my family and friends catch me red- handed when i go out of my mind.My brothers are the ones who tend to ask me first. I just confine the answer in a smile and remain silent.
But,I can never be sad for a long time, may be for half an hour or one hour to the maximum as i am very smart in finding some reasons to smile and laugh out loud.At any cost i want to be happy,no matter how stupid the reason is!,I want to laugh and let go..and be happy!
Hello everyone, Be happy..enjoy life to the core!:)
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Do I LOOK like YOU or my DAD?
* I : An Orphan
You whispered nothing...
neither a word of love nor
a gaze of hatred..
You left me in the litter box
and sobbed for a while.
I feel your pain in me...but
you never felt mine in you.
The silence you left in me
is a blessing as now I
enjoy dripping in pain,
floating just like that...!
I am the result of your pleasure,
a piece of "life" that none seeks.
I have no questions or complaints for
i know its my destiny.
Years rolled away...waiting for you
just to know the warmth of
your breast..!
I know you would never come to me..
but,please temme..
DO I LOOK LIKE YOU OR MY DAD??
This poem is my deep felt kiss for all the orphans across the globe.I know how it feels to be an orphan,But keep smiling...god has a reason for everything. Guys!!Please do something for the poor. It is their destiny but you can't just walk off telling that it is their "destiny"! Plz give it a thought!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Destiny OR My Freewill??
St. Josephs Bangalore was there neither in my thoughts nor dreams. But, today I am a josephite. Is this my destiny or freewill? Let me now pen down my thoughts on ‘The Mirror Image of My Thoughts’.
A random search in the Google brought St Josephs to my life. I considered it because Bangalore was a dream place for me…some sort of sentiments with the place.Well, may be because guruji lives here.
Though I wrote the entrance test,my name was not there in the first list of 15 short listed candidates.I was quite sure that I wouldn’t get selected and looked for some other colleges.But, some where deep within ,I had a droplet of hope as guruji has once told me”mole romba budhishaali..padikkathey pass aakum..atheeva budhi shaali”. I knew within that the words of master can never go untouched by the nature.
It was then I met guruji at the bangalore ashram and told that I didn’t get admission anywhere.I also asked him to bring me the college that can bring the best in my life!He just smiled and asked about my dad and some other things at my place.To my amazement,I reached home next morning by 6.30 am and by 10 am , I got a call from Josephss saying I am selected.
should or shouldn’t join was the next issue. But, I was then sure that Josephs is the college for me and I would do my post graduation here in Bangalore.My master has done all that he could and now it is my part to take a decision on joining the college.
“ Me in my dream palce?” god!That’s something still unbelivable ! My uncles,aunts and grandparents have always said a big no and now they want me to study in bangalore..in st josephs!I truly don’t know if it was my destiny that brought me here or my freewill…all that I can tell you is that I just love my new college.Now, I get to know what exactly is journalism..what are the other dimensions of communication.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
A message that made me think...
Being SINGLE is always fun,no worries,no misery,no pain.....
BUT what if we have WORRIES,MISERY AND PAIN??..??
When we feel like we need someone who will give their shoulders to cry....
Someone who looks at you and say"You look beautiful today"..
Someone who holds your hand inside their's and say "i am here with you always"...
Someone who hugs you tight and say "miss u dear..takecare"...
And someone who brushes your lips gently and say"I LOVE YOU..".....
I really enjoyed reading this message. I always thought that single life rocks..no commitments...no worries..no pain..but...hmm... now i feel it is really nice to have that special someone in life..:)
Friday, October 30, 2009
Life is much more..!
Many a times i have seen me sad for the silliest of things.You would wonder if you learn the things that pulls me because, it is simply stupid! As my master says the emotion lasts to the maximum of two days and i have always experienced the peak of the pain for a while and then just leave it off because "life is much more"!
Last day, i was traveling in a private bus thinking something as i am always in my own world. Suddenly, i noticed the lady sitting next to me. She was weeping for some reason. I truly wanted to ask her about the reason and help her if i could. But, unfortunately i couldn't speak to her and i kept silent. I still wonder what was the reason for my silence and how could i ever ignore a soul just like that. I don't have a valid reason for my silence.
I would say, seeing a person crying is the worst part of life. I truly cant bear the pain of the people whenever i go out in the city.I always wanted to ask them about the reason for their silent pain but somehow i fail to do it. You wont believe! So many people around us are suffering and the worst part is that their problems may be so silly as LIFE is much more...!
As far as i have observed my life, all the so called "painful incidents" seemed to be so silly after a while. It would be so painful at the time of experience but later on the same stuff turns to be something silly..something of no importance!
"Life is much more", this is the statement that brings me happiness whenever i am sad. Yes! life is truly more than what we see and experience.No time to regret..complaint or worry....!!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
m4 Marry.com is all FUN.COM!!
We started off with guys from age group (24-27). There were people from all fields.A hell lot of engineers,doctors,media employees and many more. Well, i was looking for a corporate or somebody from media industry and my friends had different thoughts on their would-be too.
The day was never ending fun and we were so much into it that we got into other such sites too. We saw a lot of guys but,i should tell you the fact that only a few were good looking.
The guy i liked the most is Mr X ,an engineer from Trivandrum,only son,business family. I don't think he is handsome but i felt him cute and graceful. Above all he is born on SEP 19,exactly the day i was born and his interests includes astrology too.Those may be the reasons why i was attracted to his profile.
As i was reading his profile, my brother happened to call me and i told him about the guy. The reply he gave was truly awesome. He told me that "see mole every guy has a some expectation about his wife". We all burst into laughter as i shared this with my friends.
A Serious Thought: All the profiles are created by the parents of the groom and they do not have any role to play in their profile. The thing that i noticed in all the profiles was that all the parents have a true feeling that their children are the best. Honesty,loving,caring,responsible are some of the words that they all have used to describe their sons.
In Malayalam there is a proverb "Kaakkakun than kunju ponn kunju". The proverb proved literally true in this!
It was truly fun and i enjoyed a lot!!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
The I within ME..(on the occasion of my 21st birthday)
who walks with life,
the terrific trainer...
Life taught me a handful
of lessons for i am now
what i am.
Am nothing extra ordinary...
a free bird who lives life
the way she wants.
Flew over 21 years of life...
Christmas came..Ramzan came...Onam came..
years rolling.. rolling and rolling..
STILL,
Freedom is all i want
freedom in thoughts,deeds,needs
in my own world..my own space!
No secrets,no hidden treasures for
my heart is all open.
When i tell i mean it or i remain silent
as silence is the jack of all trades.
Many are safe in my heart for
love is our very nature..but
Only a few knows my heart as
I 'm unanswered.
My dreams are just for the sake of it,
for it can hold me
back in this planet!
Knowing the truth my sole dream..
Experiencing the truth my only wish.
Being with the Divine my only
purpose...!
Monday, April 27, 2009
My MASTER!
in YOU though
death is too certain
to me.
I rejoice on the tears of gratitude.
grateful for the gratitude
I've for YOU.
When hardship strokes me,
a silent prayer kisses my lips
"keep me close to UR heart"!
I can! I will and I am..!
why should i fear when
YOUR hands are with me?
Nothing in my life is left
untouched by YOU for
U know me better than
do I.
My heart! My soul! My breath..YOU
kindling my heart with devotion.
Enough! i cant hold "it"
anymore..
Nothing can be a TRIBUTE to my master...still lemme keep this poem at HIS lotus feet as a TRIBUTE for changing my life...!
Guys! lemme tell you..MASTER is our BIRTH RIGHT! Go get it at any cost...if not we will regret in future. Well,this is what i personally feel out of my experience. u can be the way u want..
Friday, April 17, 2009
JEALOUSY-A feeling of love
for you" think"
am different from
you.
I sense the vibe of your
heart and thought and
I know you are jealous
of me.
I am so silly to be jelous off
just a speck in the
vast universe
Dear,
No difference in you and me
for everything is the same.
A word of praise or touch
of victory is nothing
as the truth remains
still untouched!
Trust me! am not different from you
and you are unique so as
all of us are!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
hello...
Advance course at Wagamon was awesome....!i sipped and plunged into the ultimate bliss and nOw i know , i am hollow and empty! i will be writing on it soon. tc. love you all...!
I just want to be with myself for some more time!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
My Journey to the TRUTH !
of life
like a fire fly,
my life is flowing
as dreamt.
The truth is still unknown!
i flow with life or
life flows with me..
You cant touch me or feel me
for i slipped out of your
reach
flowing...flowing..and flowing...!
There! far away i see the" truth"
waiting for the union
The path is troublesome
with pain and strain...
still! my journey to the truth
continues..!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
MY FIRST POEM
Well, This is my first poem. i wrote this poem soon after Art excel course(Art Of Living course for kids). I was then hardly 7 yrs old. The poem's title and the poem goes like this....
MY GURUJI
My Guruji is a flower
HE is not a simple flower
HE is as sweet as a Rose flower...
But,more sweet than a Rose Flower...
How am I HIS Little Angel...??
I was then hardly 7yrs old. We had a family trip to Bangalore ashram and we could meet guruji on the day we reached the ashram. We were fortunate enough to sit with him for two hours and had lots of fun....
We stayed there for two days. Leaving the ashram is nothing less than killing me. I cry from Bangalore till Salem. I wonder as even now i do the same.
Before leaving ashram we went to meet guruji. They all took his blessings and so did i. My heart was truly sinking but somehow i managed to control the tears.
I took his blessings . He held me close to his heart and said"MY DEAR LITTLE ANGEL, guruji is also leaving tomorrow. You can come here whenever you want na...?" and he gave me a teddy bear which said "i love you".
From then i call myself as HIS LITTLE ANGEL as the words of my master can never remain untouched by the nature...it is always true so I AM HIS LITTLE ANGEL!
Friday, March 20, 2009
The Depth Of My Life...
As silent as the
silence,
I Stay alone in
Life..
With the heart of a
sincere seeker and soul
of a healer.
Behold me staying
alone,I
know ...
Life is a journey and
many travels
with me...
My friend and my foe
all are here only
to know the
truth.
Neither fame nor name
can help me,as
nothing stays long..
Hey! weary traveler..
in the cycle of birth
and death..
Where are YOU heading to??
Knowing the truth your
sole
You fail to give it a
VISION!
Monday, March 16, 2009
MY sweetheart ...JUHATTI....
My grandma named him 'johny'. Stupid name right? I know. I tried my best to change his name but it was in vain as my grandma is stern with stuffs like me..after all she is my grandma right....
Anyway, i named him JUHATTI. My sweet little doggy. I told grandma that 'johnykuttan' when said in Hindi is JUHATTI. I saw her struggling to hide her laughter.She knows pretty well that i be fooled her as i am always blunt to people.
I was with my doggy only for four days. But, within these four days, he taught me manythings. well, lemme share some of them with you...
The first thing that i noticed in him is Naturality. He is the same with everyone and is quite natural.He doesnt want to create a good image about him as we do many a times when situation demands. He is happy for what he is. .Because of is this quality he could capture my heart.He has no inhibitions..stress or tension.
If you guys dont know the meaning of the word Loyalty ,i tell you,your petdog can teach you better than anyone else.Juhatti is the embodiment of loyalty. I shouted at him,screamed at him,ignored him(when he irritates me to the core)and what not...but, he is the same to me...Loyal to his master!
And finally Love. It is from him that i realized that love has no boundary. Creed,age,species nothing is a bar as love is a universal truth that rules the world! I am a homosapien and he is from the animal kingdom.Still, he loves me and tells me his problems and discomforts..
I think it is better to love animals as they never hurt us! Love you..JUHATTI!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
LONG WAY TO GO!
Over the thorns of obstacles
with the pain of an
amateur,I have
Not much perfect as
am still an amateur...when
An EXPERIENCE of mine with my MASTER!
Then i was the representative of 2nd.A, a smart,talkative ,studious little girl.My world was my master and my days started with swapna teacher's class and ended with a sound sleep with my brothers beside me.
Days passed away and came the day when we were standing one among the queue for the darshan of my master.
HE was then sitting on a chair and his body was covered with a dupatta.Though i was spellbound, somehow I managed to speak to him.I always wanted to have A+ grade in all the exams i wrote. But,the irony of the fate was that i missed it often for a single percentage. I asked GURUJI to touch one of my fingers. One among them was A+ and the other was A grade. Guruji touched in A grade and that was something which a 7 yr old couldnt hold. I could feel my heart sinking with pain. I started to weep and seeing this guruji held me close to his heart and asked me what was the problem. I wanted to speak as HE is the person i love the most but couldnt as my throat got choked.
My father explained everything to guruji and HE said that " YOU WILL GET A+ LATER..OK? THEN EVERYBODY WILL COME TO KNOW THAT". My little heart was not satisfied with the answer he gave and thus i continued weeping.
Years rolled away like the waves of an ocean. Then i was in 12th std,still studious but well balanced.It was may 24th ,the" CBSE results are out". said the newspaper.As my master's words can never remain untouched by the nature, I scored 91 PERCENT(A+) plus SCHOOL TOP.He also gave me an additional gift.."BEST STUDENT AWARD 2007-2008".
Even today, my name is written in golden letters in my school and as HE said everybody came to know my score....I know! Its all because of HIm...and HIS grace...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
FOR MY MASTER
Thursday, September 18, 2008
some of the QUESTIONS asked to me.....
I dont 'think'. but i " know" he is supernatural. How many of us could recognise krishna?jesus? only a few right? its the same here also.
Q: What is the difference between we and sri sri? He is also a human right?
Yes! But only difference is that he brings peace and happiness where ever he goes whereas we dont.He can transform the lives of people whereas we cant.
Q: How could he take patent over "sudarshankriya"?it existed long before na?
Sudarshankriya was brought to a rhythm by guruji. More over, if thats the case, then nobody can take patent over anything. right? Everything is from the space and everything goes back to the space. Even a newly developed software is from the nature.
Q: Explain god in one sentence
God is something that can neither be created nor be destroyed.
Q: Why has Sri Sri got long hair and beared?
Obviously, it's his liberty. If we can live and be the way we are,then he also can be the way
he wants.
Q: What do you think about spirituality?
Spirituality is not wearing saintly dress. But, its knowing the spirit, experiencing the ultimate
truth.As my master says "We should have a spirit to know the SPIRIT"
Q: Why do we need a guru in life?
We need a master for everything. If we need to drive a car, we need sombody to teach us. If we are in a new city we need sombody to clear the route or atleast a road map. right? The same way, to know life, to learn what life is we need a guru.
Q: How was your life before coming to ART OF LIVING?