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I am HIS little angel here for a greater cause.I am running this blog to hone my writing skill and widen my thoughts. I am very true to the title"The Mirror Image of my thoughts".

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

When the tender feelings of Womanhood Kissed me!

A beautiful dream that
left me a smile.
Never wanted to come out
Alas! my eyes opened
for no reason.

Somber to leave the warmth of
the dream.
Tender feelings of womanhood
rocking so gently.

Thought the dream a reality,
i was so happy sleeping

Many dreams awaiting
reality where,
I play all the roles possible.

My tender feelings of
left untouched till today!

I wish i dream it all
again, only
to feel the tender feelings
of womanhood!:)

Life is so beautiful.It is just a smile from a baby that made me write this poem. Small-Small things can lead to big-big happiness!I am proud to be a female born. Life of a woman is so full, pregnant with a hundred thousands meaning and truth!:)

Sunday, October 17, 2010

My Eyes Betrayed me!

Thinking life a bed
of roses, my
eyes betrayed me..

The rosy bed was
the bloodstain of
many who passed by!

Time never been so rude,
hoped you are there
for me!

Thought you would hold
my hands in yours
Alas! You didn't!

How can you not see me?
How can you not know me?
Tears rolled down for
My eyes betrayed me!

Fire of hope put off
in tears!
No questions or complains
It's all my mistake.

My heart is
all broken!
I know!my eyes betrayed me!

Dont know what made me write this poem at this hour. I didnt have any intention of writing a poem now. Even i don't understand the emotion that i tried to express through this poem.It is just a work of art,dont break your head thinking about it:):)

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

MY zest for living!:)

My zest for living
shaken for a while,
when hardship strikes
now and then.

A mighty prayer brushes
my lips.
"You my zest for living,
a thousand reasons
to hold on."

Over the river
of hurdles,now
I am tired to move an inch!

I know! A world of happiness
awaiting me and
joy is priceless only in the
shadow of pain.

I am holding on to YOU!
Surrendering my heart,my soul
and my life!
Leave me not for you
my first and last resort!

God knows to plan and make things possible better than us. In this vast universe,sitting at a corner of a 'corner', i am worrying over silly things, labeling them as "PROBLEMS".

Well, I was really bored with father's class on Democracy,Secularism and Journalism:(and just wrote this poem...:)

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I dont know my way home!!

Lonely me in the
midst of the crowd.
I wonder my way back

Strange faces everywhere,
In the terror of night.
I saw me in their eyes
frozen for a moment.

Where my way back home?
i don't know for
I am all alone!!

Tell me my way home,
loneliness killing my soul
I don't know my way home!!

Monday, September 27, 2010

Only" time" could really change me!

"Maturity", i am in search of the meaning of this eight lettered word since a long time.I think neither me nor my thoughts were matured all these years. I never thought about the consequences of my actions.."come what may, i don't bother anyone" was my attitude,well, even today i am known for that in my friends' circle.

There is a reason for every person whom you meet in your life. You can call it "Karma" or "Destiny" or whatever!Anyways,I can assure you that they come either to give you some experiences or to take some experiences from you.Trust me!It is for a greater cause.

I was surprised to see me writing a letter to the editor of The Hindu saying that, both men and women are the two sides of the same coin and you cannot have "heads" without "tails" or vice-verse.Thus, they should support each other to bring out the best in a happy life. God! the girl who shouted "single life is all that i want in life", made such a strong statement? It is still so unbelievable for me!

Time has taught me how to deal with things and how to see things in a different angle, a different perspective.I feel that,if we can change the way we look at things in our lives, then nothing in this life can shake us!All that you need is, a little patience to look at things.

I also would like to add that,"EGO"is the worst enemy of any relationship. If you and me can treat this "enemy" skillfully, then,sure! we can enjoy any relationship:)Life is so beautiful, i wonder about the master brain!Bravo!!!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I am the LuCkIeSt Homosapien !!:)

"I am grateful to you",... the silent words that kissed my lips on the eve of my 22nd BIRTHDAY!!.

You have blessed me with everything possible under the sun. I am grateful for this beautiful gift called "life".

The list of things i would like to thank you for..

1)I am grateful for, you gifted me to me:)
2)For all the spiritual knowledge at a very young age(my master)
3)My parents,they are the best parents i have ever seen and known
4)My brothers,the shoulders i always rely on.(love them both lots)
5)Beautiful grandparents,whose love is everything for me!
6)Uncles and aunts,who pamper me even now with love
7)You never left a desire of mine untouched,everything has come true.
8)You always hear me,i only have to call you from the depth of my heart.
9)You made me the sweetheart of my family:)
10)You have given me a beautiful mind,body,wealth,health and what not!
11)You always keep me comfortable and protected
12)You keep me happy all the time,whereever i am:)
13)You carried me in your arms when i was walking through hardship,hmm..i know that:)
14)You gave me a little pain at some point of time.well, i am grateful to you as i learnt a lot from it:)

I am truly grateful to you god!You have given me everything and i lack nothing!I will not ask you to keep me happy all my life,i know hardship is part of the game but,hold me tight to your little finger when i am in pain!..am always at your lotus feet!A special thanks for giving me such a beautiful master, my guruji,the gift of my life,the trust that holds me:)THANK YOU:):)

Monday, August 30, 2010

Sensitivity VS Sensibility..

Do you know the difference between sensitivity and sensibility? My eldest brother said sensitivity is something i have in abundance and sensibility is something i lack.LOL..

Well, i think "sensitivity" is of the heart and "sensibility" is of the head.Love rules sensitivity whereas intelligence rules sensibility.Sensitivity is human nature, we all are sensitive in one way or the other. I would call a person "beast", if he is insensitive to the people around him.

It is good to be sensitive but your sensitivity shouldn't curtail the freedom of your dear ones. As i always say,the balance is a thin line..find it and move with it!:)

'Love' so priceless!!

I was then in Media Organization and Ideology class. She was talking about some 'diversity' in media. Well, i have no idea about it,as i was truly in a poetic mood.This poem is dedicated to everyone whom I love.Here goes my poem:)

I am drenched in the
ocean of your love.
Many to love and
to be.

Dreams kissed me
when stars twinkle,
Moon smiles and
'Time' whispers me the
silence of night.

Through the hurdles of life
moving like a cloud with
a tiny droplet of "hope"
in my heart !

Happiness is not the
money I have,
nor fame,name or
mere luxury.

Priceless the warmth of love,
Heart misses a beat,I know,
the four lettered word
means a lot to me!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

The two extremes of my personality!

It is truly amazing that my mind swings between two "extremes". Either the embodiment of joy,enthusiasm,bubbling with happiness. Laughing out loud and making others laugh. kidding and bugging everyone to the core forgetting that i am a grown up girl, matured enough to behave matured.

Sometimes sad for some unknown reason.I often fail to figure out what on earth has left me in such a heavy put off.It is too certain that my family and friends catch me red- handed when i go out of my mind.My brothers are the ones who tend to ask me first. I just confine the answer in a smile and remain silent.

But,I can never be sad for a long time, may be for half an hour or one hour to the maximum as i am very smart in finding some reasons to smile and laugh out loud.At any cost i want to be happy,no matter how stupid the reason is!,I want to laugh and let go..and be happy!

Hello everyone, Be happy..enjoy life to the core!:)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Do I LOOK like YOU or my DAD?

*YOU : Mother
* I : An Orphan

You whispered nothing...
neither a word of love nor
a gaze of hatred..

You left me in the litter box
and sobbed for a while.
I feel your pain in me...but
you never felt mine in you.

The silence you left in me
is a blessing as now I
enjoy dripping in pain,
floating just like that...!

I am the result of your pleasure,
a piece of "life" that none seeks.
I have no questions or complaints for
i know its my destiny.

Years rolled away...waiting for you
just to know the warmth of
your breast..!

I know you would never come to me..
but,please temme..

This poem is my deep felt kiss for all the orphans across the globe.I know how it feels to be an orphan,But keep smiling...god has a reason for everything. Guys!!Please do something for the poor. It is their destiny but you can't just walk off telling that it is their "destiny"! Plz give it a thought!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Destiny OR My Freewill??

St. Josephs Bangalore was there neither in my thoughts nor dreams. But, today I am a josephite. Is this my destiny or freewill? Let me now pen down my thoughts on ‘The Mirror Image of My Thoughts’.

A random search in the Google brought St Josephs to my life. I considered it because Bangalore was a dream place for me…some sort of sentiments with the place.Well, may be because guruji lives here.

Though I wrote the entrance test,my name was not there in the first list of 15 short listed candidates.I was quite sure that I wouldn’t get selected and looked for some other colleges.But, some where deep within ,I had a droplet of hope as guruji has once told me”mole romba budhishaali..padikkathey pass aakum..atheeva budhi shaali”. I knew within that the words of master can never go untouched by the nature.

It was then I met guruji at the bangalore ashram and told that I didn’t get admission anywhere.I also asked him to bring me the college that can bring the best in my life!He just smiled and asked about my dad and some other things at my place.To my amazement,I reached home next morning by 6.30 am and by 10 am , I got a call from Josephss saying I am selected.

should or shouldn’t join was the next issue. But, I was then sure that Josephs is the college for me and I would do my post graduation here in Bangalore.My master has done all that he could and now it is my part to take a decision on joining the college.

“ Me in my dream palce?” god!That’s something still unbelivable ! My uncles,aunts and grandparents have always said a big no and now they want me to study in bangalore..in st josephs!I truly don’t know if it was my destiny that brought me here or my freewill…all that I can tell you is that I just love my new college.Now, I get to know what exactly is journalism..what are the other dimensions of communication.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

A message that made me think...


Being SINGLE is always fun,no worries,no misery,no pain.....

BUT what if we have WORRIES,MISERY AND PAIN??..??

When we feel like we need someone who will give their shoulders to cry....

Someone who looks at you and say"You look beautiful today"..

Someone who holds your hand inside their's and say "i am here with you always"...

Someone who hugs you tight and say "miss u dear..takecare"...

And someone who brushes your lips gently and say"I LOVE YOU..".....

I really enjoyed reading this message. I always thought that single life rocks..no commitments...no worries..no pain..but...hmm... now i feel it is really nice to have that special someone in life..:)